valentines shmalentines

Josh's memorial service was wonderful. it gave me closure that i was sure i would never achieve. even though i am pretty sure he is going to pop out randomly and say "YOU ARE ALL BURNT". they made tshirts for it..i'm wearing mine constantly and i know he will be watching and adoring it. miss you brother

VALENTINES...i dont like you right now.

yeah so my boyfriend...not what i expected. completely ignored me all day, to be with his best GIRL friend??

i'm sure we are over.

it sucks when you think someone is so perfect for you and he is totally devoted to you and tells you how different he is..THEN HE IS NOT.

all of the men are the same.

or, i just have extremely bad judgment.

this sucks, these passed 2 weeks have been hell and he doesnt even help me through it. i need to find a MAN. not a boy like he was...this sucks so bad.